Ok. Im in for the job already. Starting work sooner than I even thought. Will be working on Monday next week. Haha. I hope everything turns out well. I mean to tell the truth I do not really like the job hopping lifestyle that I currently adopt now, but I just can't help having such low tolerance. It turns out to me that it isn't easy to stay on for long in a job. I guess I can never expect work conditions to be so perfectly carved out for me. The ups and downs in work tends to be inevitable. Likewise in life.

I do not know how to put it in words, but I just felt somewhat bad today and I wanted to vent it out. There is this grudge in me for a particular person which I just can't understand why. As in for now, I am in some deep thoughts of why a person who used to treat you so good can turned out to be another now.
I am starting to realise that it is soon getting hard for me to trust. In fact, I am most afraid to trust now. Afraid to trust people around me. My colleagues especially and people that I just get to know. It is true that there are many hypocritical people around, out in the society. Not all are worth our trust. The world and people are just too much of an enigma for me to comprehend that I might soon turn into a recluse someday when I can't even trust my own family. Sigh. Why can't we just think simple and live happily.

Anyhow, I need to drop and forget all the unhappiness. And think of how I can make myself feel better. Like going for a movie with my friends. Indulge myself in my favourite horror movies.