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toxicity & addiction

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

LONG VENT. I NEED ANGER MANAGEMENT!
Peer Evaluation. LOL. what can i say ? Well, i gave everyone in my group full grade. All 5. I've nothing to hide. *sigh. Look, it's nearing graduation. I just want everyone to score well but i guess not everyone thinks the same way i does. And that's sad. Alright, saw Zhen Yuan's gradings on the peer evaluation form. And the part where i attend discussion and meeting. He only gave me 1 point. Ok, i admit i rarely attend meetings but please ask yourself people, just how much do you contribute during meeting? It's like whenever there are meetings, if i do not attend. At least i had the initiative to ask what has been discussed. The truth is for the first 2 times. Absolutely nothing. Nothing is discussed over the meeting? Can you believe it ? And i was like OH ALRIGHT. And i do contribute my every ideas on a piece of paper. Well, maybe it's due to my slacker attitude in class. I've to admit that people are biased. But why ? Why must people stab a knife onto a wound that is already hurt? Already my impression to the teachers is bad. And yet i get this from them. I do not understand. I am not trying to say who is right or wrong here. I am just making my stand. Please, do not say that I am not interested in the project. I think the leader herself should know jolly well of it. I tried several times to ask about the project. And what do i get ? Maybe she finds me a nusiance by asking even. So i refrain from asking cos she said she will inform me of what to do. OK NICE I LIKE THAT. And did i not do my job when i am asked to do ? DID I NOT? Touch your conscience and ask yourself la. These kinda thing. Don't presume that i keep my mouth shut means im OKAY with everything. I actually sees and know things. I just dun wanna say only. DO NOT TREAT ME LIKE AN IDIOT!!!!! Cos i am not. I will not get so pissed if i seriously honestly didn't care or didn't even put any effort to the project. FUCK. If i am given the chance to do solo project. I definitely will not even ask whether i could join your group. In fact, I've done solo project before. It's not a problem for me. THANKS FOR ALLOWING ME INTO YOUR GROUP ANYWAY. I AM SUPER GRATEFUL FOR THAT. Maybe i am just anti-social. OK LA SO WHAT IF I DUNNO HOW TO MIX WITH PEOPLE. Now then i realised, WHAT GOES AROUND DOESN'T COMES AROUND!! HATE ME AS YOU WISH. I DUN GIVE A FUCKING SHIT. DON'T WORRY LA, I WON'T JOIN YOUR TABLE DURING BREAK OR LUNCH TIME de. THANKS FOR BEING SO KIND TO ME ALL ALONG LEH. Now i know la, never show your true self to people. Always put on a false front but to me, i don't think theres a need lor. I rather be alone. Im better off alone anyway. CALL ME A LONER. I WON'T DIE BEING ALONE ANYWAY. WAH, I guess if i failed my exams or become road sweeper next time, you guys will be DARN HAPPY SIA. MAYBE WILL OPEN CHAMPAGNE SOMEMORE WOR. GO AHEAD AND CELEBRATE !!!!!! Special thanks to calvin for hearing me out and PYL.

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Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.