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toxicity & addiction

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Tuesday already, time flies. 3 weeks of holidays just fly by. Didn't really have enough of my holidays, never enough anyway. Lol. Been slacking around for the past 3 weeks. And yep, alot of things had happened during that short 3 weeks of time.

On new year's eve i was supposed to join my die-hard buddies at jaren's place for a stay over party. They planned it with interesting gift exchanging games and stuff. I like the idea of it. However, there are 2 factors that contributed to my absence. I think i should really explain myself, cos i know that my buddies are getting really sick of me being the regular ABSENTEEs. In case they get me wrong. Look, firstly, i was really keen to go for the gathering, don't believe? Ask my friends around me, the best thing is to ask ESTHER TAY KAI HUI. She knows me best, and inside out. Lol. I've been telling her how keen i was to go to for that but the only thing that was hindering me was my MUM. Yes sir, she's the one. She had never ever allowed me to stay over at any places, neither guys nor girls. I must be home, no matter what. Otherwise, consequences unknown and i've to bear it all. Don't ever underestimate my mum, she can do almost anything. Anything you can never imagine. So yep, due to that 1st factor, i could actually jolly well forget about the gathering and yesh, the second thing was i totally forgot about it. =( So please forgive me for my absence, ting, ying and ger or maybe jaren. =p I didn't mean to miss it.

I spent the whole of my christmas at home, was grounded by mummy for nothing. Wanted to hang out with my friends so badly but wasn't allowed to do so just because mummy thinks that i'll definitely break the curfew. *sob. I sounds like a mummy's little girl. =( In fact, i think maybe i am. I'm living off them anyway. Although, we had some kind of celebration at home but all i can say is, it SUCKS. And it SUCKS BIG TIME. People from my church came over and sang christmas carol. Brother's group of friends came to stay over as well. His room instantly became a LAN shop, with 4 computers operating and some even brought over their own CPU. It was truely a magnificent scene. If i wasn't carrying a nokia 6101,the one with antenna. *sigh. i would definitely snapshot the "LAN shop" for your viewing pleasure. I was pretty anti-social that time so ya. That's my christmas. Slient night, a really slient and boring one.

All right, i think that's about it. Well i actually had alot more to go but i guess there will never be enough space for the whole of 3 weeks event ya, shall be stopping here but before i do that, i would just like to announce a piece of good news, which is ...... HA im getting the new sony erisson z610i pink colour. MY all time fav. PINK!! And yup, getting that phone means photos will be posted in future for more sensational reading pleasure. LOL. ROFL. I think im crazy, just ignore me then. LOl.

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Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.