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toxicity & addiction

Monday, September 11, 2006

Took my tourism paper today. To tell the truth, i didn't actually study at all. I was over-complacent i guess. Well, u might have heard from the others that in ITE, we dun have to study at all but i tell you what. It's not so true tho. Unless you're really brillant or say if you really are, you wouldn't end up in ITE. So where am i in? Am i grouped in the stupid or normal category? Im confused. Okay, i should be clear of the answer, im stupid,and that's why im in ITE. Confusion solved. However, there is still one thing that i do not understand. That is. How come some people never needs to study but can somehow manage to get into poly or even some junior colleges? How do they do it? Is there anyone like them (those that i mentioned aboved)who happens to be reading my posting? Give me some advise, will ya? Or was it because i wasn't sincere enough while praying to god to bless me in my examinations? All right, drop it. I was late for my paper all because of that stupid bus number 156. It always takes hell longer than any other bus to arrive. And adding on to that, the paper was like so darn hard. Guess it was a punishment for my over-complacency. Looking forward to the 13 of sep. My holidays. My job attachment starts on the 25 of sep. Pathetic pay. Im still thinking about it. Suppose that i get a job which has a higher pay i'll definitely go for it without much hestitation. Like what ting says, no job no income. Oh, i saw ting at J8. Didn't know that she was working there until she called me. She saddened me by telling me that i had red circles under my eyes. You must be thinking, why RED?!! Yup, supposed to be dark circles, however i was told to be having RED circles like i was beaten up by somebody. According to that ting. Well, i know im detestable but not to that extent okay. *sob. what to do? im always that outstanding and special in some ways which i do not want to be. Totally broke again. Lastly, i had to thank KELLY for her souvenir that she had got for me from some state in china. Speaking of which, was talking to esther on the phone,and she told me that she had something for me that she bought from malaysia as well. Cool. i couldn't make her say what it was. She wants it to be a surprise thingy. lols. Can't waited to see you esther.

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Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.