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toxicity & addiction

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

This blog seems neglected for quite some time. Yup. i was banned from going online at home. Hence, you wouldn't see me online on any other day except wednesday in the morning when i'm having lessons in the com lab. Sounds pathetic eh?! What to do. I was the one at fault. Okay, i went clubbing for like the...couldn't really recall how many times i went but the thing is that i broke my curfew for like the third time and that's it. My mum said that she had enough of me. I mean isn't this the age to go out there and see what the world is like? Besides, all i do in the morning was going to school to study. Following daily routine like this just makes me sick to the stomach. I need night life. Furthermore, i only go clubbing on wednesday once in a week, that's the least i ask for. Just one day. Or perharps, friday night. No school the next day. I simply cannot understand what's on her mind. She blamed me for not tagging along with her to her singing karoake competition at the community centre and everything. Oh please, i just wanna have a life of my own tho i know the fact that i'm still living off my parents. The sad thing was that my mum confiscated my cellphone which was yes a Camera slide phone. I couldn't help but getting myself another lousy Sony Erisson phone for replacement. It's like how do you expect me to live without contacting my friends?! I mean i can't simply lead a like after school then go straight home life. I'm not a geek or something. i was actually looking forward for her in returning me my cellphone but for already so many days. I finally learn to give up that wishful thinking of mine. Now, i just wish money would fall from the sky. It don't have to be much just that certain amount,enough for me to get a new cellphone.

Loads of things had happened so far, during the days when im like rotting at home not been able to get access to the internet etc. There are things that i regretted doing,but i know it best that theres no turning back. How i wish i had someone who is always there to support me whenever i need them. To entertain me, at least someone who is there to make me feel that my life is worth living for. The one that i treasure the most went to thailand. How sad. All right, i shouldn't have mention about that person.

I miss wan teng, wanying and germaine. Didn't see them for like ages. Speaking of which, it reminds me of my birthday. Geez, i'll soon be older. Like 19 years old. Way past 18. And what do i want?! I simply want to make BIG money, Hell lots of money to support myself, allowing me to live in luxury. Lols. You guys must be thinking "you're right,FAT HOPE kai hoon, stop DREAMING!!!!

Okay i had finally come to my sense. I make my own wish list which are all possible to get.

Here:
Any design of GUESS watches shown below. I just needs one.
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If not a pink knit jacket would be fine. I couldn't find the pink one hence showing the blue one.

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Last but not least, the fragance that i saw on Cleo. I wanted it as well.
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Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.