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toxicity & addiction

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

F**k. Don't blame me for being vulgar cos i just can't take it no more. Life just doesn't seems to go my way to me now. I mean that don't really matter actually cos i know we can never expect everything to be so nice and SO MY WAY in life. The Ups and Downs in life could said to be neccessary, if you don't experience the Ups and down, you don't experience life, but now it's like i don't know. I mean i simply felt so OUT. Out in a way that like i don't fit in the crowd, the group. Friends that i have, we do meet up and stuff, and yeah, i must admit i had a great time hanging out with them. However, it is like the only classmate that i hang around with all the time, i just felt like we are 2 totally different person trying to do things together. I mean i know you can't possibly change a person but at least don't be force to do things by a person that you don't really want to do. Well, no name mentioned. Try your best to figure out. I know absolutely well that no one or in fact nobody in this world is perfect, like me but i just wanna say that this particular person is pissing me off by kept using all the F words on me. All right, tell me, who would ever want a friend to keep commanding you around. I need the basic respect k tho i may seem childish to you like the fact that i like pink pink thingy but that do not mean that you're mature enough to order me around. Do you think you talk sense all the time?!! Has anyone ever tell you that you have got a fucking darn attitude face. Hey, admit it, i am older than you. Do you know friends needs to compromise one another as well. Like it or not. I've been compromising and there is always a limit to it. Now i had enough. Try fucking all your other friends. F**l them upside down. I won't die being alone. I mean if this person ask in a polite manner maybe the effect might be different but seems like she has got an attitude problem here. To be honest, i am real sick of her. Although i know i am in no right to critisize anyone. Cos i am also said to be pang sehing people. Like leaving people without informing which i've got a reason for being such. People said that i'm like blur and stuff but do you think i want to be BLUR? I don't like it either k. Will you be happy if i call you a SOTONG?

|11:14 AM

Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.