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toxicity & addiction

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I've been pretty much hesitant these days. Deciding on whether to study and work at the same time or simply just work without studying. Cos my 'A' levels and some other 'O' levels retakers friends are out now hunting for jobs while awaiting patiently for their results. And it's kinda tempting to follow them in the search for jobs. Cos it's like you'll get to spend and enjoy hell lot more if you work and vice versa. But i guess i need to do some thinking before making such hasty decisions. Well, there are factors to consider and therefore the hesitant. And i figured if i don't make it in my 'O' levels this time round then i might be making the worst decision in my life. Cos i would be holding nothing but the highest education of an Office Skill nitec cert. And think about it, i might be pretty much contented with my current job pay now cos well, the living standard for a teenager who basically only supports herself could be more than enough for her while she's still partially dependent on her parents but hey what about the future? When everyone out there in the society graduate with diplomas and degrees which includes your friends. And when you came to realise that your pay isn't statisfying enough for you and you need a new environment, new job but you have only got a cert. Geez. Horrendous. However, on the other hand, to proceed from ITE to poly is a longer route for me. The 3 years does make a differences. Just thinking, if i work i would be able to make enough money to afford private diploma courses. God, what am i suppose to do!!!

Did a test and here are my results.

What Breed of Dog Are You?

Claire, you're a Poodle!
No bones about it, you're a go-ahead-and-spoil-me Poodle. Intelligent and discerning, why should you settle for anything but the best? No good reason comes to mind. You appreciate the finer things in life, from the trendiest clothes to the best restaurants. Maintaining your health and appearance is a must -- you owe it to yourself to look and feel tip-top. The result? An impeccable fashion sense, perfect grooming, and the latest must-have "toys" and accessories. Unfortunately, that can be a little intimidating to people who don't know you. They might think you're a bit cold or distant. But your close friends know better. Your nearest and dearest can see beyond the glitz and glamour to the smart, considerate person within. Woof!

|7:29 AM

Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.