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toxicity & addiction

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

School ends at 12. Had already planned to meet up with esther earlier on. And so i was waiting for her after school at J8. Can you believed that i waited for 1 and a half hour?!!

So here i am, blogging about such meaningless things and there you are, reading on to what i have to say. Have got some problems arising recently. Personal problems to be specific. i'm sure they would be resolved sooner or later. Anyhow, i just feel that i need to get out of this childish side of me and GROW UP. In other words, more matured. Maybe it has got nothing to do with my character but simply my looks?!! Or simply both?!! All right, I remembered back in the days, in social studies, we need sources to infer and prove something. Now source A: Vick needs me to do her a favor by buying a pack of cigarette cos obviously she hasn't reached 18. Gosh, is that something illegal that i do? Well, nevermind. Bygones. And so, you know i was never a smoker and never am i encouraging anyone to smoke here. However for the fun of purchasing it at 18. I decided to do her the favor. Before i even buy it, vick told me that the auntie might be checking on my IC and i asked her why. Guess what, she told me i doesn't look like an 18. Fine. Trying to prove her wrong, i firmly told her that the aunite will not. And so i went to the auntie saying "eh...aunite can give me the ....". Couldn't really recalled what i bought actually. But i reckon it's marlboro or something. Hey don't get me wrong i'm not advertising it here. And she was like in a shock state, she couldn't believe that i'm 18 and began preaching me like nobody's business. Auntie: " xiao mei, why smoke?! don't smoke lah. There are so many things you can do and stuff." and i was like ya ya. But i still insisted on buying it. Hence she demanded to check on my IC. Oh freak!! I lose. So i showed her and she was like so not going to believe it either. And a customer auntie was there, she chipped into the conversation as well. Trying to talk the auntie out of selling the cigrattes to me. Hey look, i am just trying to buy something, why the BIG FUSS?! And i think it would be something of a commotion if i stay there a little longer. And so i was going to leave and another auntie appeared out of nowhere and said "i don't think we can sell cigrattes to students wearing uniform leh." Passerbys were already looking. And vick and me were like. Hey we better get out of here fast. Run !! Fine, fine. Source A was a real life experience and therefore an absolutely reliable source and it definitely proves something, which is the fact that i look childish. Darn. But you gotta admit that nobody is perfect.

Anyhow, i can't wait for the examinations to be OVER ! Already, i can see ALL THE FUN awaiting, just in front of me! it's just there! Now all i have to do is to get over this gigantic hurdle. Then it's time to return to the normal lifestyle i once led. oh, how i miss those days. Gotta go back to pay my not-so-regular visits to MR. Chemistry textbook!! Bedroom beckons - it is time for my beauty sleep. L0ls.

|11:49 PM

Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.