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toxicity & addiction

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

[back after a long long break frm blogging]
I'm giving myself a break. A brief one, because if anyone deserves some downtime, it's me. I've been trying to get away from everything, or perhaps from 'them' all for some time now. I decided to take a few days off, it's quite different than when most of us do the same. My friends and family aren't used to going more than a few hours without either seeing me or talking with me, so my absence raises all kinds of red flags. What can i say, i am in the mood to disappear from the world now, however, i won't want to chat with them about it. It's time for me to take matters into my own hands and let them all know only one thing. That i'll go where i want to, when i want to. Example: the toliet. I don't know why but i simply had this weak bladder which i drink alot and goes to the loo alot. It's called personal freedom, and i insist upon it.

i didn't actually feel like blogging for the past few weeks. Well, not just blogging tho, in fact i do not feel like doing anything at all. Don't ask me why, cos i don't even know why. Probably the lazy bug in me i guess. Shuoke asked me how come i didn't post recently cos i've stop posting after the last entry on Mr TT Durai and that awful picture of him looks like one in the obituary. Haha. True isn't it. She did told me that she is sick of looking at that and well, to be honest, me too. So i decided for a change, which is to post a new entry.

There is so much stuff i'd buy if i had the funds. But i'm just lying around in bed and stress about how much i can't afford. I figured that i'd have to make a list of things that i can't live without, and rank them in terms of priority. Considering where i wanted my savings to be at this point in summer. I'd try to pick up a few extra bucks by working.

Hey and don't ask me why i didn't put my sentences into place. It's all jumble up. I just type whatever i feel like typing. Read between the lines and figured out on your own. I'm feeling kinda sick right now. Forcing myself to type with an empty vessel. Hey speaking of empty vessels, don't empty vessels makes the most noise?! Well, i guess typing words makes the most of the noises right now in the room. I ain't talking while i type which means i've proven that idiom wrong. Is that suppose to call an idiom anyway? Heh. I don't even give a damn. People who reads this entry, correct me if i'm wrong on my tagboard. To tell the truth, i am not very good at english, as a matter of fact, i only managed to get a D7 in my O level examination for that subject. And don't think i would be good in chinese if i am poor in english. Cos i don't speak well for either languages. l0ls. What am i trying to say?! Nothing.

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Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.