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toxicity & addiction

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

[You deserve it!!!]
Attended school alone as my buddy Esther was sick. I was informed first thing in the morning about that when i haven't even wake up. And i was like what the hell?!! I'll be all alone for the day. And i don't really like that. Wasn't sure of what had happened to her tho but was damn sure that if i don't rush, i'll definitely be late. Haha. And so i was like rushing like nobody's business and phew...i made it in time for school. *yay. Well, this was actually the second time that i had to attend school alone without esther by my side. The day went pretty well for me except...well, remember that person that i had mentioned earlier on in my post on saturday, april 16 2005? Hell yeah, it's him! He really piss me off today and i really really cannot tolerate him anymore. He is so fcuk up. And guess what?! i shouted at him during lesson. Hah. I had finally let it all out!! And he deserve it!!! All right this was how it begins. It was the first lesson and i was adjusting my chair but i just couldn't make it lower no matter how hard i tried to sit on it and so i seek help from sharil. And there goes that person saying "hey kai hoon don't act as if you're very light lah". Hey did i?! I mean even if i am. SO what?! Nobody asks him for his comment. He can keep his comment to himself. And shut his darn mouth. Frankly speaking, i do not give a damn to that, i simply look away. The best i could do. But he just couldn't give up on pissing me off further. Then he came near me and said this to me softly " go and die, go and die lah kai hoon". Oh cmon, can't he just get a life? Seriously, that was childish. But seems like he ain't quite satisfied without getting me on my nerves. And he goes "Hey, hey, wei, wei, wei.." at me. As if he was trying to ask me something and naturally my reaction was to answer him by saying huh? And when i said that, he turn around and speak to his other friend. The first time was ok cos i just couldn't be bother. But then he kept doing this. Again and again. And that's it, i shouted right at him "Stop your nonsense lah, fcuker!!!!". Well, you guys can never imagine the look he had on his face. The whole class hears it. L0ls. I don't normally shout like a barbarian for nothing you see. He made me. I'm educated and that was embrassing to me as well. But i think YOU derserve that scolding to get you out of your fcuk up childishness. Like it or not. I do not care. Like i said, i'll never try to make any friendly conversation with you. Hell no. You will only get hell from me.

PS: Theres a limit to one's tolerance.

|9:34 AM

Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.