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toxicity & addiction

Saturday, April 16, 2005

[i can't take this anymore]
Know what? I thought this week would be better but i'm wrong. Well, had been hesitating whether i should have publish this particular post for some days. Cos it's like people could read this and will be not so happy about it. But i figured that this is my blog, i'll type whatever i wanna type here. Why should i care about your feelings when people like you don't care about other's feelings at all. And i mean that particular people. You know who you are better. I do not want to mention names. But i simply can't take this anymore you see. He is pissing me off. In fact, many people. I really can't stand the look he had on his face. I wanna make this crystal clear to you and everybody that me and esther are not lesbians. And we never were. So stop telling teachers what we did and so on. Am so sick of this. I should really lodge a complain. What exciting stuff would you want to know about me? I don't do drugs, i don't smoke. I ain't no saint, but i try to live by the rules i set for my life. I don't do crazy shit. So if you want, go make up stories all you want. Whatever. Seriously, that's all you can say. You need to have more imagination. Think up of interesting stories to show that i am a les.... like how i kiss esther, my best friend on the bus and stuff. People. The keyword is imagination and creativity. All the government's call to think out of the box have been wasted on you. In my case, i can think of a million and one ways to tell you fuck off. But i won't. And don't think that it is because i don't dare. I do. But i don't want to make things hard for you and frankly, i don't bother. It's a bit like the texas song, "you can say what you want but i won't change my mind. i feel the same about you." you can say whatever you want. I won't return the favour. But in my case, i won't pretend to make friendly conversation with you, because i am more evolved than that. My genes have taught me not to waste precious ATP with people that aren't nice to you. Like you. Listen, i'm putting up with all your shit for that 2 more weeks that we had left to go. I don't wanna get myself no enemy so don't make yourself one to me. Get a life please, shouting across the classroom and whatsoever i don't care, just don't disturb me unnecessary. I'm not a person to be mess with. Not like bryan.

PS:Theres a limit to a person's patient and mind your own business.

|3:50 PM

Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.