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toxicity & addiction

Friday, October 01, 2004

"Start your revision liao or not?". It's the time of the year when this is the hottest question again and my usual answer is always a big "NO". But no worries, i think i'll get my cheesecake anyway.Haha. Maybe i'm getting too complacent. Used to aim for a just pass before. This time different i'm aiming for the sky cos theres too much at stake liao, to get high marks, others must get low marks. Lolx.
Feel very weak and exhausted, completely no energy to do anything and still haven't even start my revision. Just taking my own sweet time.Hehe.
It's another boring day at school today, was hoping for kendes to turn up but as usual she didn't. Disappointed. Smsed her to come to school, but she told me that she already quited. So i kept smsing her, persuading her to come back to school. And her answer was "I tink first lo". Well, i guess that's the most I can do. If she really choose to quit, although i would definitely feel sad for her but theres really nothing more i could do. Since i couldn't convince her. =(
Argghh...it's Esther's birthday tomorrow but i still have not thought of anything to give her. Hmm..What could she like?! I mean i really had no idea. So instead of giving her a present, i suggested on treating her to a movie. She agreed. And since she do not have any particular movie that she wanna watch in mind. Again i suggested that we might as well watch the Resident Evil Apocalypse(I figured she likes horror film). Hehe. Hey isn't that what i wanna watch badly? It took me some time to convince her on watching that movie tho. Yay!!
So during recess, i started on a conversation with Esther and Joanna. Started speaking on how much i miss Kendes and so on and asked joanna whether she felt the same way but GUESS WHAT ?! Immediately her facial expression changed. She wasn't too happy about that however i went on..Hehe. Like i said i'm blunt and talkative and i can't help it either. So i said hey why can't you just forgive and forget joanna?! And that's it she just walk away. Guys don't you think she's a little too petty?! Don't you see, it's my mouth and i'll say whatever that pleases myself and only myself, well, to be honest i don't really give a damn to her. You might say i'm self-centred. Hey like it or not that's me!! I ain't gonna change for anyone's seek except for the better, it would be hard to say.
Got home a little late as i got to do my dc after school. Esther and me went to McDonald for our all time favourite Mcflurry. I mean the ice-cream uncle is everywhere in sight and i can't resist anymore(If you don't believe, go to J8 someday now and you will realise how hard you could resist the temptation of ice-cream). But i still prefer Mcflurry and so do Esther. Hehe. And that's not the end, cos esther told me that she saw the sean picture on fabian's friendster account and i wonder...So we checked it out in the school computer lab after the Mcflurry and Lolx,Rofl...it was really him in the pic..Gosh, now i know why they say looks can be decieving, know what, he looks like those very quiet kinda guy to me which the picture proves him wrong. Both of us were laughing like mad the moment we saw that pic appear. Haha.

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Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.