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toxicity & addiction

Friday, September 24, 2004

Resident Evil Apocalypse!! Oh boy- you have no clue how badly I want to see that movie!! The previews are looking pretty aweesoomeee if I might say so myself. Sigh, but due to the examinations approaching. Friends are all busy studying.
This year, everything is just so poles apart for me. I have so many more things to look forward to than just the Internet. Sigh-but I guess that would be my burden since I've been spending a lot of time on the phone talking till 2am plus with erhem..Mmmhmm. Oh yes, and let's not forgot about the evil moth that has been attacking me in my room for the past hour. That f..... is keeping me up as well. I'm a little too paranoid that it's going to slam into my face while I'm sleeping. Lolx-It has happened before! I'm just hoping when I do decide to finally go to sleep that he doesn't find his way into my mouth. I'm NOT hungry!!
Haha. Weird. What have i done?! I don't think i deserve to be labelled cocky!! Not only do I want to smack you across the face countless times with a trout for saying that, but for your ghetto ebonics as well. Seriously... who talks like that these days? "if u ever ignore me dennnnnn shiizzzzzzzzzz immma hunt yooh down!" ROFL. Sorry, I don't speak retard-o!!
It's bizarre how every now, and then I'll reflect about an old friend. And within that week, or day they end up calling me out of the blue. So I talked to harveer the other night. I haven't talked to her in ages. We've been really good friends ever since we were in Secondary School. I miss that girl. We decided that we needed to hangout soon again, like old times, and catch up on each other's lives. It's sad to think that harveer, germaine, ying and ting were my only true good friends in Secondary School...everybody else was as fake as those smile on Ellie's face.
In the meantime, i've made a promise to myself to really put in effort to study hard. To be honest, i haven't been flipping a book in so long. I've also decided to give up my beloved online time for two whole months. Well not entirely... I'll still be online every now, and then just to post blog. I've done it before so this will be pretty effortless i guess. But I'm not sure if I can give up the chatting on phone time since I dial that stupid number randomly after school when I'm bored stiff. Wish me luck guys!!
So Saturdays plans kind of fell through the roof. I was planning on watching resident evil with them but was persuaded by them to study for my 'O' levels. They all said the same thing to me: "after exams then we do whatever we want to do, right now our main concern should be our studies, don't repeat the same mistake u did last year." well, frankly speaking i've heard just enough.

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Yours truly...

I go by the name of

Callista & i hail from planet Earth. I love

& I hate homework. I am bad at html but I love designing. I love science but I cant do chemistry, biology and physics. LOL. I've flaws, addictions, hidden vices and insecurities. I'm far from perfect and so are you. I laugh A LOT & I love people who make me laugh. I'm sarcastic, I joke around a lot so don't take it up the butt. Haha. I usually eat & sleep all day long, if not i`ll be shopping, sitting in front of my

or watching

. Haha. Wow I sound like a lazy bum but yeah. I'm a computer addict, can't live without my laptop. I love my family & friends. They mean everything to me. Without them. I'm shiit all. I am not as tough as I seem. I don't like dating because I am bad at it. I AM NOT as dumb as I look. I don't like feeling smothered. Scary movie don't scare me. I LOVE Horror movies. I've the worst attention span and can hardly EVER remember names. Oh, I LOVE soup. I've short term memory, i get confused & distracted easily, I can't multitask & I usually never finish my sentences. :] I'm a nice person, just don't annoy me with your rudeness, pettiness , fakeness & LIES. I hate liars. I tend to spout nonsense that no one cares about. I don't get along with anyone who has any form of authority. I'll tell you i'm fine when I'm not. I'm really into music especially to acoustic and ballad depending on my mood. It is true that half the time when you talk to me, I'm not listening. My english isn't terrific. I'm pretty anal when it comes to spelling and grammar. It is very easy to get on my nerves. I write/draw on park benches and any other hard surface that I come into contact with. Outer space is so fascinating. I tend to philosophise and psychoanalyze every thing alot. I am my own person. I'm a jack of all trades but sadly master of none. I LOVE LIFE. I sure do, and you must too, otherwise you wouldn't be living now, much less reading these words. I call people to tell them that i love/miss them. I'm not a junkie, but i have a few bad habbits. i daydream way too much. & i want to take over the world with pink and the brain. i don't get my hopes up for anything, cuz something always ruins it. :[ I wish for world peace, no more poverty, no more racial discrimination, and of course, a whole room to myself. And lastly, im a voracious eater. That's is why the excessive gain of weight. Lol.